My learning with myself, through the Divine forces of Energies that came in form and those who were without form showed me a way that was to become a truth for the time. This I could never doubt for the message was loud and clear for it was forever transmitting from the core of the energy itself that sustained the life force in all forms and formless. Many good people came in life who had a deep quest and thirst for learning the truth and way.They progressed and evolved to attain their goals in life at different levels.
Many more people I met as I journeyed who had come to hold their own goals, needs and desires for selfish and self fulfillment appeasement. When they were not able to hold or control me, the easy way was to use deceit, fakery and passing false information. The more such information came back to me I realized it is better to stop till the muddy water settles. At body, mind and emotional levels it was devastating for it just collapsed but the eternal knowledge was still flowing throughout the period yet the body or mind connection to it was not there. A powerful blow happened in between wherein everything I believed in, I saw it crumbling down around me for it was doing of few short sighted selfish people. It was the biggest blow for I wanted to leave all the teaching and move on for I felt the world was not ready to the way being shown.
But it was also a period wherein I learned many more Divine lessons from the same forces who were my Master. I was doing introspection one day and the Divine Spark held my hand and shook me out of my world of moving out. I could sense that it was the fall of the last segment of people who were needed to move before the truth can be seen, felt and experienced by the true seekers. Many more may move for them it may not be a way to realize now, but those here and now will truly move and sink to realize the truth in the most beautiful manner for my working is not for recognition and unopposed support, it is to bring forth the truth hidden so far.