Am I was sitting there?
A question of mind or is it about the being or is it about the wholeness. Being in the whole I shall never know or relate or question, but when I move out I see myself, in a state of sitting there.
It can be anything I have read or known for it moves me from the me I know, for the being there I know but I don’t recognize.The knowledge lets me see the image of me yet it is quite different.
I looked at myself and said dear one you have not moved, not moved in so many years, for you are kidding yourself surrounded by the very people who hold the text books close to heart and look for the same kind of response and attitude they are habituated with.
A child for them is a child but an adult having a heart of child becomes headache for them, they cannot tolerate the repeated questioning and asking, for the asking is not for knowing but for making one realize where one can move or change. The questions coming from me shall be simple and straight but then they want complex questions which even they do not have answers to, gaining a complex question for me is impossible now. It shall be simple and straight, maybe more with day-to-day life that one lives externally not internally, for internally there is nothing, nothing to talk about or describe. ~ Maitreya Rudrabhayananda