My posting are based for self evolution and my own understanding, it is not a force to change anyone for I believe that change is based on freewill. It is quite possible that many of my understanding may look naive, childish for many scholarly and intelligent people but then everyone grows and everyone lives and works on the knowledge, wisdom and awareness one learns and with passage of time it too may change. The way of knowing and evolving is a eternal one where the journey is not based on finding the end but finding the self within, some may started the journey earlier and some later, many may have walked further than you and many may be lagging behind.
None of these makes any knowledge gained, experience gained or even the maturity realized in proper essence improper/ proper, just/ unjust, relevant/irrelevant; what it just shows is that one reached a point. If the point is held then it becomes pointless for one stays in one place moving only in that little point in circles thinking that the journey is complete or deep or right but then one only becomes redundant and more and more conditional. This is a tiring effort and the rusting within the self happens, it is only when one see’s others moving away or having lost the way one finds seeing the same essence again and again one slows down.
The more one allows oneself to slows down one finds questioning happening from within, this questions are the one’s that allows one to realize the moment one had actually stopped at a point from where the true devolution had come about. It is this moment one begins the search on the crossroads of finding a soul, a spirit who can hold the one to move out of the point. This search is not conditional but of survival, it is the basic instinct of the consciousness within to realize the truth and break free from the unreal. The problem here is crucial when the search is not based on survival then the way and guide too is missed and that leads one to move back into a deeper standpoint of unbreakable conditions filled with more and more illusions of guiding point falling into deaf ears.
While the moment one finds a soul or spirit who lends the hand to one to break free from the point one realizes the way and direction one has to move. This is the moment of initiation like many more initiations to follow or being followed in the past. Each moment of initiation is a moment of moving, moving into a higher state of evolution. Those who are able to move find the essence changing, transforming and expanding. It is not that it is end of journey rather it shall take one to another point, a point of becoming conditional then again another hand or same hand shall provide you with the initiative and initiation to the next path of journey.
My learning is limited by the infinite wisdom of the Divine I follow, if there is a failure it may be due to my limitation of communication skill. ~ Maitreya Rudrabhayananda